Answer: Because I’ve chosen to live a certain way, and do certain things, and unless I’m willing to go back to the way things were, when I was completely undisciplined and let all my goals and dreams slip away, I need to push forward. I need to tell myself to shut the hell up and do what it’s told. Or to get biblical, beat my body into submission and make it my slave. So I guess that’s what I’ll do, I don’t want to meet with certian people, I’m scared, I don’t like it. But it might get me some amazing results, and I do like that. I have to do things I don’t want to do, because the fact is that everything I need to do today, I want to do. I just don’t want to do them right now. In the end I need to do what I really want, not just what I want right now.